A year later I got out of my depression but still my emotionless self is still here, it made me weird I don't really have the feeling of right and wrong which is quite worrying in quick situations because sometimes I do have to give it some thought if it is right or wrong. I thought that being emotionless was the way forward so the things the bullies and others around me who were saying not so nice things to me wouldn't hurt me anymore and I would get out of the dark deep hole that is depression I was right, the things people were saying didn't hurt me. Trigger warning// I don't really have emotions/feelings anymore, I know how I have become like this and I saw that I was going in this direction but I thought it was for the best and just kept pushing, pushing and pushing for it. #oneliners #quotes #drawing #streetstyle #illustration #aesthetic #draw #artwork #depression #anime #digitalart #dark #lonely #poetry #inspirationalquotes #illustrator #lovequotes #drawings #manga #portraitsketch #lineart #introvert #inspiration #poem #sketches #blackandwhite #couple #sayings #anxiety (at New York City) So, the thing about true love is it will take you to the verge of exhaustion and will pull you back just at the right time. Can you recall the feeling now ? Yes…….No….Maybe…!! Try running cross-country if you haven't until now. You take a sip of water and you could feel it passing through your esophagus. You look up towards the sky and at that very moment the wind blew through chimes and caresses your tender skin. After crossing the finish line there's nothing you desire more than a cold breeze and water. All you could think about is one more step and one sip of water. Your fists are clenched, your eyes are dizzy, your lips are covered with white dried up layer of saliva. Maybe ….!! You run and run hoping the track to end. You remember the feeling when you are running cross-country? Yes…. My love always felt like a breeze passing through the surface of my skin in hot summer afternoon. I was lucky enough to touch up that kind of love but immature enough to keep it. The one where every moment felt like a part taken up from a fairy tail. The one where you open up your souls before revealing up your faces. No, I'm not talking about the love that seeks lust. Maybe, you have been in love and one day the world have suddenly fallen apart.
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